Sunday 23 May 2010

Try to decide what I want to do in life

Hi There,

If you follow me from the start. Maybe you will know that I am still confused with what I want to do in my life. But I tell you now that I will take the decision starting now. I have already asked a lot of people, young or old, professor or little kid, student or worker, In other word, I asked almost everyone. But I did not found a particular answer that suit me. Until recently I think about it again, after I know a little bit about life (from my experience studying, traveling and working). Everything start to make sense for me and I guess I will tell you what I am going to do with my life.

I have searched the answer to "What is the purpose of your life ?" since I finished my undergraduate degree. That time I spend my time in the internet, chatting with a bunch of guys or girls I don't know from all around the world. I just try to figure out what they will say. But unfortunately I didn't get what I want. From my point of view the people that was chatting in the internet still do not know exactly what they want to do in their life and that is why they spend their time chatting in the internet.

After that I get to work and figure out that everyone in my working place just try to finished their job and just try to stay on their job. I learn a lot of new point of view from the employee. And then I move town to continue my job. I get the good life and know how a professionals enjoy their life. After that I get the opportunity to study in Taiwan. I get the experience to study abroad, live far away from my family and start to live independently. Luckily I still have a lot of friend there. After learn this experience I get another scholarship to Europe. I do not have any friends there and I have to start a new life there. As you know I have to move to different countries each 3 months. I have to adapt fast. Everything was quite difficult but everything working out and I get my summer holiday.

I go around Europe during my summer time and I use couchsurfing during the time. I starting to ask the question again to the people I met. And I don't find the perfect answer yet. After that I finished all of my research and I have to make decision once again what I want to do in my life. I can work or do PHD. I still do not know what I should do. I really want to do the PHD but I don't really know. I will still continue my research. I want to become the richest man in the world. I just hope everything will working as it plan. Please pray for me.

I have an advice. Try to decide what you want to do in your life, because whether you will or not, your life will still continue and whether you take the decision or not, The decision will be made. Right now you have to start to make decision so in the future when you look back to your life you will say "I did my Best". And starting now just imagine yourself what you want to be, where you will be in the next year, next five years, next ten years. Just imagine all the situation. I just hope it will help what you want to do with your life.

Best of Luck and Hope all the best for everyone.

Friday 21 May 2010

Find a job

Hi there,

I have settled down in Birmingham and now I just got a job. I will start at Monday. I will be a PHP Developer. I am quite excited about this. Now I am waiting for the PHD position. I hope that I can get it and I can make my Stock Market Agent dream come true. I really-really want to do this. I just hope that I can and GOD will give me this opportunity.

So to all that still do not know what you want. Just imagine yourself in the next five years. What you want to become ? Who you will be in that time. If that is not enough Imagine what you will become in 10 years. And starting now just imagine what you have to do. What will take you there. Just do it and I am sure you will reach what you want.

I hope all the best for everyone. I know what I want and I know I will get it. I hope it will be the same with you.